hindrance??

wow...been awhile since i've updated my blog keke...xtremely lazy to do tt...

well...been working in HP for abt a mth now...been through e training conducted...and started on my shift this wk!! immediately after labour day!

not too bad though...my 1st mth, kena 2 OTs liao...den gonna wrk in 2 holidays~~ guess i'll b smiling at e end of the mth!! lookin 4wd to it :D~~~

so hows my work? basically...i tink i'm a hindrance to alot of my team LOL. normal jobs tts suppose to finish in 15min too me abt 30 to 45 mins!! outrageous!! felt so helpless...but at least i feel myself improving today...slowly getin e hang of e job...and...its oni e basic ones...haha...

according to my seniors, they're all e same wen they 1st joined...so...ok...i'll try not to feel too bad...haha...gonna try my best to learn n pickup as fast as possible.

and wow...i saw this operator in my shift today....shes so CUTE!!! my typical type!! MY MY~~ guess god is still good to me... LOL~~~ perks to get myself working or staying up during e night shift i guess...haha...but a prob would b...i cant rem her name even though she told me... -.-...duno wats wif me...mayb too tired eh? nvm...tonite can c again...muz look at her name tag LOL...

ok~~ can feel tt my eyes are forcing to stay opened...so...gonna get myself a gd rest...lets hope i hab a nice slp...tts all for today~ ^.^

Drinking?? Exp?? Memory?? In The End??

Another sleepless night for me...jus cant slp...i wonder y...n thus...ta daa~~ i'm here blogging...haha...

I met up wif a grp of frens for drinking tonite, to hlp console a fren tt had jus broken off in a relationship...having a long distance relationship is really tough aint it...hes nt my 1st fren tt had this prob or exp...mayb it bcos of such influence...i have chosen to broke off wif my ex years back...or mayb i'm afraid of losing her to another guy in a competition...so i jus give up...like a coward i guess...

Its been 2yrs 6mths exactly...from e moment i made e choice...n up till now...i'm still alone...though i might b...i glad i had the chance to b able to love, to laugh, to cry and to give...for a gal tt i'm deeply in loved with...its a exp tt will make me a better lover...and in turn...do e same or even more for my future counterpart! I'm out and ready to xplore this plains once more!

Back to e outing:
My fren was extremely calm abt this matter...it made me worried for awhile...but glad he faced e situation bravely...n wif such heart...

The gal brought her current bf to e ktv-pub we went...and to make things worse for my fren...they sat on e table bside us...but...wow...my fren is totally calm...no sparks...no tears...though it hurts...he took it all...wat a man...n wat a BITCH tt gal was...damn...

Well...my fren was sober thru out...drinkin slowly...playin games wif us...singing together...i guess hes prepared for this...well bro...u've gt another 8mths till e end of ur overseas assignment...i'm sure u'll find some1 more worthy of u wen u're back eh. Everything is wrapped up nicely, wif a gd ending i tink...

Its Christmas again~!

Time flies...and christmas is comin again!!
lemme see...wich was e last time i had actually celebrated it...ok...its abt 2yrs ago...haha...
None e less...MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~! HOPE U ALL CAN NJOY THIS FESTIVE SEASON!!

Wat a weekend...

god...guess it gonna b my most boring wkend of my life...all tt i did was to have watched a movie on sat nite...and worst of all....Y MY PS2 SPOIL~~~ MISERABLE AR~~ jitao gt nth to kill time...okok...back to e movie...i watched harry potter wif my family, n...ya...its a better show compared to part 3...guess its worth e money after all...

as for today...rotted whole day at hm...wanted to have a badminton game in e evening...but e wind is too str...damn...as for those tt doesnt noe...i play wif some uncles at an open air court near my house...n there goes my plan...ruined...if i noe shld hab joined my frens for dinner at geylang, n a ktv session after tt...haiz...total boredom is wat describes this wkend best...

i'm bored...

SLEEP LE!!!!!!!

OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!!! Y I CANT FREAKIN SLEEP AGAIN~!! ITS KILLING ME~~~ ARRGGHHH~~~~

ok...feel shiok liao...now back to 'try to sleep' mode....

lazy....

wow...its been quite some time since i've posted anything here...haha...guess i juz plain lazy ba...

haiz...sian ar...kena arrow to fabricate e prototype for our WITs project...boring ar...though i finished it last week...but...problems came....now it cant work...diu...gonna make another one...hopefully the new one dun gif me too much prob ar...

another 4 mths more den I'll ORD lo~ tink this is e main reason tt i've becum so lazy ba...haha...jitao no mood to work at all seh...haha...

Insomnia again....

guess i'm in trouble now....been unable to slp unless my clock strikes 2pm or later...n this is nt making me feel gd at all...
slping late n waking up damn early...resulting in oni 2-4hrs of slp per day...my body is alredi giving way...my fitness dropped...concentration...flair...everything...its causing me alot of troubles now...

well...lets hope i can slp early today.... *i'm yawning while typing this....* nitez~

tired....

gosh...feeling damn tired today...tired but cant slp...wat e hell!!! gonna pray i'll b able to slp early ar....really damn tired liao...but my mind keeps playin pranks wif me lately...hope it will get a rest tonite....

AARRGGGGHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

....i'm...sorry...

well...so many things has happened...and i've been keeping this for too long now...i'm gonna b overwhelmed by it if i dun let it out now...

for some1 out there...i juz wanna reassure u tt u had indeed walked into my heart...leaving ur footprints in it...we've had good times n bad times together...wen i'm feeling down or sad...u'll b there for me...and vice versa...u've reached n touched my heart....n i'm also sure i did e same to u...i've even thought of being wif u officially...

but...i've let u down...i backed out wen everything seems so rite...nt juz to mention tt this hurted u...n it pained me too...i haf no idea y i did it...

to tt some1...i'm really very sorry...guess 'friends' or 'buddies' will b a better word used on e both of us...hope we will b able to get thru e tough times now...n get back to tt term we often used. let us both work hard eh...we still need to live out life...fulfill our dreams...strive for our future.

once again...i'm sorry...

Insomnia.....

My goodness....haven been able to sleep early for e past few weeks....damn...gonna do something abt it...else my body will surely fail to function properly seh...haiz....starting nxt week will get xtremely busy le...muz at least get myself to rest well to pull thru it...hopefully this weekend i can get myself a gd rest....

I MUZ CURE MY INSOMNIA~~~

Gathering~

Been quite a long time since i've meet up wif my sec sch frens. We've meet up to celebrate one of our fren's bday....though e time was short....but none e less....its fun n njoyable. Quite some things to catch wif....
And for part 2, 4 of us including e bday gal...went on to haf a mahjong session...juz for fun, no money involved haha...but its fun too...and yes...i'm e overall winner....haha...looking 4wd to our nxt meet up.

Results of TP on 6th Sept 05.

erm...woke up damn early in e morning...took my time to reach early for last practice...n tried my best tt even my instructor said i could have passed....

but....i failed! haha...anyway...nth much to b sad about...from the start can feel that my tester dun intend to let me pass liao...gif my attitude...blar blar...well...forget it...

wow...nxt tp is on 10th Dec 05 le....still so long...will try my best to pass it the nxt try!! I CAN DO IT!! :)

After so long....

hey...its been so long since i've posted anything here...really kinda busy for e past mth...well...at least everything moved in the correct direction, nt to mention the waves n catastrophe i've encountered on e way.

its e start of the of a new mth and i hope everything will b fine!! and....most importantly...my Driving TP is on the 6th Sept~~ so fast!! its nxt tues...dunno can pass my driving anot le....argghh~~ ok...juz gif it my best shot!! hope i can pass~!!! looking 4wd to driving lesson tml nite!! brush up my skills for e comin TP!! HAR!!

8th July...Birthday Journal.

on 8th July...i meet up with a female fren of mine...shes called lynn...n gal...to tell u this....i njoyed ur presence on this very day...u made me feel so special...everything u did...made me feel so at ease...thank you for having this small meeting up n celebration for my birthday...deeply appreciate it...i hope tt i din drag u for too long...i need time to settle down my thoughts...once i'm ready...i'll let u noe...even if u wanted to get off e ride before i'm able to ans u...i wont stop or blame u...

The fun we had on this day...i'll mark it down in my heart. Thank you very much...n...i nv noe u can actually swim this well.. ;)

And later in the nite...i met up wif another grp of frens...hereby wanted to thank you guys for comin down....n tks for e cake...its really nice....though we had nt noe eachother for long...u guys actually celebrated it for me...thanks alot...PALS...!!!

Make a Wish!!

Haha....this is me making my Birthday wish~~ pretty clear foto eh? taken from my HP wor....juz to add on....the cake was really delicious...and...wow...look at e fire...such a HOLY Feeling!!

Happy Birthday!

Yep...the clock hits 0000hrs....and its 8th July, my birthday! Juz to share this little joy i had earlier on....

I met up wif 3 of my secondary sch frens....namely Haohong, Eileen and Janice...they did a small celebration for my birthday, though its nt very grand but it really touched my heart. Glad tt they actually remembered it. So....'Hey ppl!! thnx for this small b-day celebration!! i'm really bery happy!! And of cos~~ tks for e present n cake...!! I loved them!'

Really Thanks alot for this effort~!! But come to think of it....wah...22yrs old liao!! hehe...

Tts all for zephyr~!

well....tts all i have for Rhapsody of Zephyr. Those interested in the game...well..go try it...really recommended. u'll surely njoy it. :)

Another Character...

27 years old. He is the first commanding officer of the Empire Liberation Army of 'Zephyr Falcon' and is its de facto leader. He is the successor to the Empire's orthodox fencing arts, handed down from the Black Prince, Kals, and Kashutar. He is also Kashutar's disciple. He regards himself as an orthodox knight and uses the long sword. While practicing fencing as a youth, he is selected as the commander-in-chief of Zephyr Falcon and becomes a focal point of the rebel unit. He started the 'Inferno Jailbreak' two years before. He is a man of confidence and assurance under any circumstances.

Another Char wich i liked...

Although young, he is skilled in tactics and strategy as well as magic and is a soldier of Zephyr Falcon. He commands Zephyr Falcon on behalf of the commander-in-chief and leads the generals of each unit. He is skilled not only in the Empire's tactics but also in the tactics of Pandragon. He studies and develops the Black Crown Prince's Oblique Order and creates the 'Massive Side Attack' strategy.

Main Character! My Fav!!

He is a promising young scholar in the Empire Academy, from the aristocratic family of a feudal lord of the Empire. At 19 years of age he is engaged to Mercedes, but after finding the banned book he is falsely accused of worshiping the Devil. He is betrayed by his two friends and fiancee and is sentenced to life imprisonment. Later, Cyrano's father stages a war to save his son, but he is defeated by Prederic's troops, who join the battle at the request of Cesare. After twelve years of imprisonment, Cyrano escapes from prison during the 'Inferno Jailbreak' and leaves for Storm Island to look for Asura, the magic sword left by the Black Prince.