Disappointed with myself...

I am really disappointed with myself...
and I believed that I have failed myself greatly...

Instead of learning from the mistakes that I have made on my job....
I actually repeated the same FCUKING MISTAKES OVER AND OVER!!!!

What the hell is wrong with me????
Can't I do something about this FCUKING problem of me!?!?!

GODAMMIT!! I FEEL SO LOUSY....AND EXTREMELY FUSTRATED WITH MYSELF....

But hey....i will not let this frustration and gloomy feeling get over me...
I will definitely break out of this ICE SHELL, and get myself back!

I WILL PREVAIL OVER THIS!!! I WILL WIN!!! I WILL GET BETTER!!!!